Queen of Shadows by Sarah Maas
"I feel like I'm one wrong move or word away from leading them to ruin. Peopl's lives- depend on me. There's no room for error" "You'll make mistakes. You will make decisions and sometimes you will regret those choices. Sometimes there won't be a right choice, just the best of several bad options." "What do I do now?" They were gone... "You light up the darkness." I'm not a queen. I'm a mom with a child with special needs. This is my life.